Thursday, May 9, 2013

REVIEW: Undeniable (Undeniable #1) by Madeline Sheehan

Undeniable by Madeline Sheehan
Series: Undeniable #1
Genres: Contemporary Romance, Erotic
Publication Date: Oct 27, 2012
My Rating: ♥♥♥♥♥
Warning: This is not a typical love story. This is an all-consuming, soul-crushing, tear-your-heart-into-pieces story. It’s intense, gritty and raw, dark and disturbing, and it doesn’t happen overnight. This is an epic love story that knows no boundaries and has no time limits. It grows and develops—with hurt, sacrifice, and heartache—over the span of a lifetime.

Eva Fox is the princess of the Silver Demons Motorcycle Club. Growing up with bikers in the club lifestyle is all that she knows. When she’s a young girl, Eva meets the reason for her existence. Deuce West is the sexy, biker bad-ass of the Hell’s Horsemen Motorcycle Club. Like Eva, he was born and raised in the club—but that’s where the similarities end. Their first meeting is innocent, but as Eva matures into a woman, their chance reunions evolve into a fit of lust and love. Fate continues to bring them together time and time again, but their twisted journey is filled with pain, betrayal, and bloodshed that could tear them apart. Eva sees in Deuce what he cannot see in himself—a man worthy of love—and Eva spends her lifetime proving to him that her undeniable love is the one thing he can’t live without.

This is Eva and Deuce’s story.

It wasn’t easy.
Nothing worth doing ever is.
And love is worth everything
.


My Thoughts

WHAT.A.F*CKED.UP.STORY!
When the author warned us that this won't be a typical romance.. heck! She was not kidding! I've never read anything like this... it was intense and just down straight f*cked up!

(Eva is 5 when she met Deuce, who is 23.)
 
"Name's Deuce sweetheart.  My old man here is Reaper.  It was nice talkin' with ya." 
I put my hand in his and his big fingers closed around mine. 
"Eva," I whispered.  "That's my name and it was so, so great to meet you too."

(They meet again when Eva is 12 and Deuce is 30.)

"I'm pretty?" 
His lips twitched.  "Only twelve and already fishin'.  Yeah, darlin', you're pretty.  Gonna be beautiful someday.  Gonna make some boy happier than a pig in shit."

(Eva is 16 and Deuce is 34 when they become intimate....)

"Eva fucking Fox," He drawled.  "You've grown."
 "Deuce," I said, smiling impishly.  "You've aged.


(Then Deuce took her virginity at the age of 18...)

“Say it,” He said harshly.
He pulled his hips back and slammed inside of me.  "You love me.  Say it."  
"No, I meant- 
"You love me."
 I gave up.  “Yes,” I cried.  “I love you!  I've loved you forever!”


EVA - okay.. I don't know where to start with this heroine. I loved her when she was a little girl... She was young, full of spirit, innocent, happy, sweet etc etc... but when she grew up... everything just went down hill. She was raped, abused and cheated. This woman went through so many things in life that I should feel bad for her but I don't! Eva is a bit of a doormat but in a stupid kind of way... made a lot of stupid decisions it was unbelievable and the way she easily forgives Deuce every time he did something pissed me off. I noticed that everyone loves Eva... and I don't get it why.

“Been tryin’ to let you go, been tryin' for fuckin' years,” Deuce said roughly.  
“Haven’t figured out how yet.”

DEUCE - He's bad, an asshole, protective, delicious alpha possessive in a rough biker way and I love every bit of it! He started of as a great alpha biker and I really felt the connection he has for the heroine. Now my biggest issue is the amount of cheating he did to Eva. I'm all into cheating heroes but this guy cheated so many times I just want to kill him! He's mad to Eva? oh he'll go fuck someone.. Eva is pregnant and is couldn't do her? oh don't worry, he has a solution to that... fuck someone! I was so disappointed and by the end of the book, I was wondering if Deuce will stay faithful to her.

“I love you so much baby,” Frankie whispered.  “I thought you’d want to be with me forever.”

FRANKIE - is a troubled boy that became a lunatic! He's super possessive and obsessed with Eva. I liked that he adores Eve when growing up and it was hot as sh*t that they sleep together every night.
I know I sound crazy, heck! maybe I am... and honestly? I liked him more than Deuce. At least Frankie didn't cheat and only had eyes on her. Yes, he was crazy and sick as fuck but I just felt the loved he has for Eve. He stayed true from the beginning til the end.

"You gave her a tag," She whispered hoarsely.  "You don't let any of your boys give their women tags." 
He stared at her.  "She doesn’t belong to one of my boys, she's fuckin’ mine.
(Deuce said this to his wife... lol!)

I don't want to list all the secondary characters, but all of them are messed up as the main ones! Everybody's fucking everyone it was like a normal routine for them. lol! Halfway through the book, I just knew it was going to be a disaster, but darn it I just couldn't look away!

“Not lettin’ you go this time darlin’,” He whispered.  “Chain you up, fuckin' drug you if I have too.”
 
I read a lot of negative comments about this book and was debating myself if I should read it or not.
Undeniable is something that would stick with you forever. It was rough, gritty, disgusting, crazy f*cked up story but for some f*cked up reason I LOVE IT!!! I felt completely drained and funny thing is, when I was done with the book I was still thinking about it! I would give this more than 5 star, it was that AWESOME!

I cannot wait for the second book Unbeautifully and it's going to be Ripper and Danny's story! I hope it's as dirty and screwed up as Undeniable.... but maybe cut down a little bit on the cheating area. lol.

"Never forget the day she came bouncin' into my fucked up life, shakin' pigtails, singin' Janis, wearin’ chucks and sharin' peanuts and straight up stole any decency I had left which wasn't a whole lot but she fuckin' took it and I've been hers ever since."



Undeniable Series
Undeniable (Undeniable, #1)Unbeautifully (Undeniable, #2)Unattainable (Undeniable, #3)
Unbeloved (Undeniable, #4)Undying (Undeniable, #5)




About the Author
Madeline Sheehan, a Social Distortion enthusiast and devoted fan of body art, has been writing books since she was seven years old. She is the author of The Holy Trinity ebook trilogy and Best Selling Novel, Undeniable. Homegrown in Buffalo, New York, Madeline resides there with her husband and son.

"I'm half out of my mind in love with life, the good, the bad, it's all worth it just to see another day."








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